Appendix
A Relative Thing
We are the ones you sent to fight a war
you didn't know a thing about.
It didn't take us long to realize
the only land that we controlled
was covered by the bottoms of our boots.
When the newsmen said that naval ships
had shelled a VC staging point,
we saw a breastless woman
and her stillborn child.
We laughed at old men stumbling
in the dust in frenzied terror
to avoid our three-ton trucks.
We fought outnumbered in Hue City
while ARVN soldiers looted bodies
in the safety of the rear.
The cookies from the wives of Local 104
did not soften our awareness.
We have seen the pacified supporters
of the Saigon government
sitting in their jampacked cardboard towns,
their wasted hands placed limply in their laps,
their empty bellies waiting for the rice
some district chief has sold
for profit to the Viet Cong.
We have been Democracy on Zippo raids,
burning houses to the ground,
driving eager amtracs through new-sown fields.
We are the ones who have to live
with the memory that we were the instruments
of your pigeon-breasted fantasies.
We are inextricable accomplices
in this travesty of dreams:
but we are not alone.
We are the ones you sent to fight a war
you did not know a thing about-
those of us that lived
have tried to tell you what went wrong.
Now you think you do not have to listen.
Just because we will not fit
into the uniforms of photographs
of you at twenty-one
does not mean you can disown us.
We are your sons, America,
and you cannot change that.
When you awake,
we will still be there.2
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